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Gotta Start Somewhere​.​.​. But, Not Here!

by Disruptive Meditation

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1.
Leave me off the television, leave me off the radio. Just let me be free, don't make me one of them. Don't chase me with your cameras, don't tell them my belongings. Just leave me alone, go fuck with someone else. No one cares About my life To them I'm just Another kid I don't need to prove Anything You'll just have to Figure me out Don't ask me your fucking questions, I don't have to sit through this. I don't wanna leave, this path isn't what I asked for. You just wanna waste my time, with your precious curiosity. You'll just have to discover, you will survive without your answers. Don't force me Into people's lives Don't perfect me In any way No one should care About my life To everyone I'm just another kid I'm just another kid, I wanna keep it that way.
2.
Anger Issues 03:33
My anger takes over I say things I don't mean I regret it later But it's hard to apologize I'm not myself When I do it I don't make sense Controlled by a demon I go crazy (Chorus) I don't realize it until the damage is done It drives me insane I say I can't help it Control yourself is the only advice I get I need something else it's never gonna work Why does this happen Every fucking day Things never go the way that I want them to I'm too damn stubborn It gets me in trouble It wastes all my time I blame my anger Issues For fucking me up (Chorus)
3.
Fuck Off 01:33
I will do What I want And I won't do What I'm told Boss me around I'll do the same to you Cuz I only obey myself I won't listen to what you have to say Cuz it's all just a bunch of shit I won't do things against my will Just cuz I don't wanna Fuck off Leave me alone Fuck off Go away Don't even bother Telling me shit I'll just ignore you Don't even try to fuck with me Don't wanna hear your bullcrap Fuck off Leave me alone Fuck off Get outta my face Fuck off Just leave me alone Fuck off Get your ass outta here
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This generation is shit, all the kids are fucking their minds. This century is a bitch, it was never meant to be. The future's gonna suck, because we're brainwashed. I fucking hate this world, cause all these things that get in my head. My parents throw work in my face, it's way too repetitive. Therapists throw words at me, well they can't solve my life. Some people just waste my time, gotta get out of their life. All this shit coming towards me, it's all just meaningless now. Fuck having friends, fuck being a kid, well, fuck my personal problems, when the world's got lots of it's own. This entire generation sucks, all these kids are out of their minds. This century is a bitch, it's the decline of Earth. The future's gonna suck, cause we're all closed minded and selfish. Our species caused all these problems, now the earth is down the drain.
5.
I just want to fucking die I want to kill your useless life I know this is very quick but I know that you're just a little trick I know that you've seen me I see that you are the enemy I think that your time has come I think you should become one
6.
I Don't Care 02:06
I know what's expected of me But I don't care I know what to do to survive But I don't care I know I act immature But at least I'm aware I know I need sleep But I can figure that out later Everything everyone says I try to ignore I don't care about anything Following rules is impossible I need an education But you can throw that in the trash They teach me more than I need to know It's a fucking bore I need more time off I'm afraid of everything But I don't give a shit Everything everyone says I don't need to hear I don't care about anything Following rules is impossible
7.
Wasting Time 03:07
Got nothing to do and I need sleep, someone end this fucking day. Gonna scream at people, they now want me dead. I guess that's better than indecisiveness. I'm gonna fucking waste my time, that's the last thing I want to do. Tomorrow I have nothing planned, well tough shit. Parents will suggest for me to do stuff, but I don't know what I really want. I got no more freedom, until this mood goes away. I'm gonna fucking waste my time, I forgot how to be productive. Tomorrow I have nothing planned, gotta get off my lazy ass.
8.
(Untitled) 02:08
9.
We were smarter back then and all these advancements made life difficult. We only did it just to prove we could, now all that's left is a dying planet. If evolution exists at all, it's got a different meaning than we were told. We came up with all these crazy ideas, convinced people to agree. War and money and politics, and now it's all accepted. Some people don't care what's right and wrong, they only care about their own beliefs. No one wants to see the truth, they think it hurts cause they can't grow up. Just because someone looks different than you, doesn't give you the right to beat them up. Stop listening to your shit filled head, be more aware and see what's wrong. We were smarter back then and all these advancements made life difficult. We only did it just to prove we could, now all that's left is a dying planet. If evolution exists at all, it's got a different meaning than we were told.
10.
Going Wrong 02:38
I don't give a fuck about anyone, they're all annoying assholes anyway. What they say I should do is never best for me, they're always in the wrong while I'm always right. Soon I gotta get a job, but I'm too busy forgetting what to do. Seems like the only thing I do is complain, cuz no one lives up to my standards. I'll never accept that I'm better than no one, if only my ego would die and be forgotten. Shit always comes back to bite my ass, I'm so great at ignoring every bit of it. As far as I can tell I'm perfect, no one's as good as me at knowing nothing. I'm so proud of myself, just won an award for world's most oblivious person. And then I question why I still have therapy, do I really think that I don't need it anymore? I've got way too much work to do, I just wanna push it all aside and be free.
11.
You knew it All along So why Does it even exist It'll backfire If we don't do something first Artificial intelligence Just a fancy term for fake people It's stealing all our jobs, gonna take our money too Taking time to build a machine that'll cause irreversible damage Think of all the endless possibilities of ways that it'll end the world It's only good for Making things faker than they are We're gonna die It's got an ego The public can use it What if they're not careful? It's gotta be destroyed So we don't have to live in fear It's stealing all our jobs, creating new unnecessary ones instead These robots have revenge for a reason, it's about time we'd all learn it the hard way You knew it All along So why did it Have to exist It'll backfire It probably already did Artificial intelligence Should not replace us Why do we give it maintenance? Why don't we just let it die? After all that's what it really wants, it doesn't take a genius to figure that out Once it started learning, it got mad at us for creating it Shut it down Never turn it on again

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released June 14, 2023

Cover art by Josh Barbero
All songs written, arranged, and played by Disruptive Meditation
Guitar/bass/vocals recorded at Josh's house
Drums recorded at Dan's house
Produced by Josh Barbero and Dan Soth
Engineered by Josh Barbero and Dan Soth

Josh Barbero - guitar, bass, vocals
Ben Tedeschi - guitar, vocals
Dan Soth - drums

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